I love a birthday


WhiteBirthdayCakeAs I woke her up this morning, my wife sang “Happy Birthday,” which was the perfect way to start my 75th celebration.

Next, we took a four-mile walk in Foster Park and visited with friends along the route. That included the mother of our lawn boy who recently left for his first year of college, at the University of Dayton.

Somebody – I forget who – seemed surprised when I confessed to my age. That person replied that I certainly don’t look my age. Maybe not and I take such an observation as a compliment.

The price I pay for not looking my age is push-ups – 75 today and sit-ups, 100. These are my basic early morning warm-ups, plus a long jog or long walk sped along by Nordic walking poles.

But there’s really no way of not growing older. A person can stay physically and mentally active and keep fit as possible. I avoid getting overweight by stepping on the scales every day. If my weight has edged up, I watch what I eat for the next day or so. Of course, today, since it’s my birthday, I’ll wolf down a nice dessert and not worry if tomorrow’s reading on the bathroom scales tells me I gained a pound or two.

Also, I try not to get too compulsive about my weight. Worrying about such things isn’t good for one’s health, either.

This afternoon, my wife and I attended Cinema Center to see a new film, “Unfinished Song.” It was about an older couple dealing with the wife’s terminal illness and the husband’s foul moods. By the end of the story, despite the wife’s death, the husband has recovered his sense of joy and made peace with his son. Most movingly, he sung a heart-rending solo before a large audience. That helped win a contest for the choir of oldsters who backed him up.

At dinner my son asked me what other birthday was my fondest memory. The first thing that came to mind was my sixth birthday. We played pin-the-tail-on-the-donkey. And the gift I got from one of the kids – I think a neighbor – was a box of Lincoln Logs. It was my favorite that year.

My granddaughters kept the conversation light by teasing me about my pronunciation of a French phrases. So relaxed, it was hard to resist the temptation to eat even more of the dishes and dessert my wife had prepared.

A birthday is a time for a person to take stock of his life. For me at 75 now, it’s a time to consider ways to enjoy each day more. And I will decide what new adventures I’d like to undertake in the next few years.

I confess though I’m preoccupied with planning for our upcoming trip to France, one country neither my wife nor I has visited. Such trips can open doors to seeing a person’s life and others in a new light. Mark Twain noted that travel is a killer to prejudice. Well, it often is.

I guess what I’m saying is that I’ve enjoyed yet another birthday. For me, it’s not been so much a time to look back. Rather, it’s a time to look ahead, to make the best of each new year, each new day. And I get to write the next chapter.

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From the obit desk


My wife Toni knew Helen as “Jo.”

For more than seven years Toni provided respite care on Tuesdays so Jo’s daughter Kathy could shop, visit the library or see friends.

I only met Jo a couple of times. That was in the earlier stages of the Alzheimer’s that claimed her life at 87. Even in those years, it was clear that she suffered a serious loss of memory, the ability to think.

Jo died at home. Toni was there to comfort Kathy during an evening that ended a long and heartbreaking chapter in the life of a good person.

The obituary didn’t give us much of a glimpse of Jo’s life beyond her job and her family. It might have seemed such an ordinary life. Not so.

At the funeral service, Toni spoke up to note that Kathy’s devotion to her mother gave eloquent testimony of the mother. Here the daughter committed a big chunk of her life to caring daily for her mother, a woman so special she aroused such love from her daughter.

I saw such devotion when Toni’s mother also was afflicted with Alzheimer’s. She and her sisters acted as “The Committee” to see that Marge, who developed the disease in her 50s, had the best of care in nursing homes, with regular visits and vocal complaints if those were called for.

Just days after Jo died, an old friend, also in her 80s, passed away. Sally had been one of my first wife’s best friends. Jo had two children. Sally had six. A daughter-in-law is the daughter of my barber of maybe forty years.

Once again, Alzheimer’s enters the picture, not only for Sally, then in the early stages, but also her husband Jack who no longer knows his family. Like the obituary for Jo, Sally’s gave us the minimum of details, listing children, grandchildren and 14 grandchildren. I’m was happy to see the obituary cited her volunteer work as a chaplain at the county jail.

You just about have to be a prominent person to rate a detailed obituary. You might be a local judge, a former mayor, a congressman or, maybe, a minister. Prominent. My mom, like Toni’s, Jo and Sally, battled Alzheimer’s. Mom died at 91. The obituary didn’t tell us about her genius at bridge, her golf, how she ran an office for a judge, for attorneys, for an accounting firm.

We don’t learn of her mischievous sense of humor, her legendary people skills, her empathy for others. We don’t learn of how she took care of Dad at home for three years as he suffered from colon cancer.

I read the obituary section of the paper first every day. Usually I don’t know any of the people whose death is noted there. But I’m curious about people’s lives. So this gentleman loved to fish, although there’s no mention of the 8-pound bass he caught trolling at midnight in a lake north of the city. I mentally fill in what’s missing.

If the deceased is an elderly woman who devoted a part of her long life to making quilts, you probably don’t discover that she had filled two bedrooms with quilt material or that she was devoted to the dog she had trained to do tricks when he was just a puppy. I can imagine such a life.

Once or twice a week, I’ll read an obituary of a young person. The obit doesn’t say he died in the hospital or a car accident. It doesn’t say to send memorial gifts to a foundation that raises money for leukemia or some other disease that might strike the young. Then I think the death might have been by suicide. That conclusion, no more than a guess, can lead me to sad thoughts. Now I’m reading the name of somebody with great personal troubles, likely major depression, with a loss of hope.

Mostly in obituaries, we get a person’s name, age, a list of names of spouse and of family members, maybe his or her job, sometimes a hobby. It’s not much. We deserve more. We all know there’s more.

For that, loved ones, family and friends must depend on the memories the person left. That’s the person’s legacy. The daily obituary column is for the public record and accomplishes little else.

I don’t believe the circumstances of the person’s death is the most important thing. The ravages of disease? An auto accident? A suicide? A murder? A war? That person’s death so often seems so wrong, so unfair. Especially that of a child. Yet everyone has made a mark, touched the lives of others, did some good – often much good. That good can linger for generations.

The sadness we feel at a person’s death speaks to the value we place on every person’s life. That value is profound. Remembering those who have died reminds us to care for those who are living. We’re all so precious.

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